thank you… i just want to say a public thank you for the opportunity of all, you know who you are, thanks for everything that you do, to make things right. i appreciate everything. thanks for the infinite love and it has blossom to a wonderful Jeadwin. i know our feelings toward each other will remain for eternity. you know i never lack anything to the situation because i’m certainly happy knowing your true heart. thank you again and again
the feelings after i found out?!? wow.. i was scared but happy at the same time.. i couldn’t believe it at first but i was and still happy it’s real. many things will be changed and will turn my world around, some said i’m not ready some said i’ll be fine, whatever the out come is i know i will always be loved and i will do anything and everything to be fine.
i want a GUY… who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in the line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. someone who would sing to me at random moments. who would let me sleep on their chest. a BOY who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. i want someone who would call me three times a day if he went away. someone who would let me gossip to him and would just smile and AGREE with everything i said. he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. he would take me to the park and put his hands around my waist and give me a big bear hugs all the time. he would tell all his friends about me and smile when he did it. and we’d make out in the pouring rain. he would never be afraid to say "I LOVE YOU" in front of his friends, and we’d argue about silly things then make up. i want a BOY who would kiss me at midnight on new years and count stars with me. who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. someone who would tell me I’m beautiful but not to often. but mostly, i want someone who would be my BESTFRIEND and would never BREAK MY HEART. although, what i want is to hard to find.. sometimes when they’re in front of you, you can’t actually see them because you’re overlooking, sometimes it’s even stupid that you had them, but then not all meant to be becomes reality.
